Five months after his untimely death, Hussle’s son Kross turned three. In a conversation with GQ, London shared the overwhelming nature of their path forward.

“I haven't gotten to digest the fullness of it, because it's overwhelming and I'm in the process of healing myself and my family,” she said.

Still, beneath the Instagram post commemorating Kross' third birthday, the mom of two calls him “the Light that shines in the darkness.”

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Today is my warrior baby’s 3rd Birthday. Kross Ermias Asghedom. You are the Light that shines in darkness you are everything we prayed for and more. Continue to shine Sun ????????????????

A post shared by Lauren London (@laurenlondon) on Aug 31, 2019 at 6:00pm PDT

In a 2019 Instagram post, London vowed to stay strong for her children:

“Things will never be the same, but every day I still wake up and pray. Lord, use me,” she wrote. “Long Live, Ermias.”

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