According to Meghan Markle, the British Press was cruel after the news of her romance with Prince Harry became public. In fact, when Princess Diana’s second born put a ring on it, all bets were off.

Headlines surrounding the soon-to-be Dutchess of Sussex were nasty, and the now liberated Markle is getting candid about just how nasty it had actually gotten. The mom of two told New York magazine’s The Cut in her most revealing interview yet that the British press didn’t just come for her, they came for her children too.

“I’m getting back … on Instagram,” Markle enthusiastically shared with the article’s author, Allison P. Davis.