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As Blavity previously reported, during the 50-year-old’s funeral, Lindstrom and DMX’s ex-wife Tashera Simmons shared a heartfelt moment where Simmons praised her for being a woman of God and for the way she loved DMX.

“I am gonna recognize Desiree,” Simmons said at the end of her remarks during the service. “Real women do real things, I am a real woman and a woman of God, that woman [Lindstrom] is a woman of God.”

“She’s in training, she’s in the works, she ain’t perfect, but she loved that man,” she continued.

On Mother’s Day, exactly one month after DMX’s death, Lindstrom said she and their four-year-old son visited his gravesite, explaining that Exodus still believes his father is coming home soon.

“He tells me now that he wants to go to heaven with his Daddy," she lamented, fighting back tears. "That he wants to visit him, and I keep telling him like, ‘You can’t come back if you go to heaven with Daddy."

“Of course he don’t understand he just says, ‘Imma be back Mommy, Imma be back, Imma come back,’ and I’m like, ‘It’s not a visit type of thing baby, it’s not a visit type of thing,’” she added.

Although the rapper is not here physically, Lindstrom says he left her both a “legacy of love” and a “beautiful son."

According to close sources, DMX was planning a surprise wedding for Lindstrom, and one week before he passed away, asked her to buy a white dress, which she thought was for a beach trip.

Ultimately, Lindstrom said that above all, she just wanted to love the rapper, who she says will always be in her heart.

“I wanted to be there for him, I wanted to love him unconditionally, and that’s what I felt like I did,” she said.

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